Ahhhh the digital era. I thought I’d join up yesterday, regretting my choices weight loss? More like what weight it didn’t go anywhere or was I really heavy to start with, I don’t even know how to handle life anymore. I tossed out my 1980 style scales and bought a bright red digital scales, I was so excited to see how well my progress has travelled and how amazing I will feel being able to actually see my weight in grams on this! But this left very little to the imagination and the weight that popped up on the evil little screen made we want to cry and hide in my closet with a big chocolate cake and never come out…. Old scales 61kg J new scales 64kg L What the fuck! All my ‘hard work’ was for nothing? Or was I actually much heavier than what I had first imagined? Thoughts pondering around all night that I couldn’t sleep and missed out on my early morning workout. Ehhhhhhhhhh.
Every much over come with disappointment and feeling very heavy and down and just blah!
Through all this I am taking it as a hit of motivation! I WILL reach my goal. I WILL do more. I WILL push harder. I WILL EAT HEALTHY!
This morning I woke up in a bustle of joy and raced and got ready for work, stepped well around the scales as if they were a nuclear bomb and banged out the ol smoothie blender, got out a bunch of yummy ingredients and began to feel what I would call a ‘healthy potion witch’ a handful of spinach, a handful or frozen berries, a banana, a dab of ginger, 2 tablespoons of black chia seeds and water and blend, blend my pretty. The outcome was defiantly a witches brew, some weird brown green red slosh that tasted pretty good and will actually be good for me! Banged that into a shaker and off to work for the day.
With my new found motivation and want to lose this weight be down to my goal I’ve drastically decided to change my diet..
Be gone with the chocolates! Even over easter
I will eat breakfast everyday
Dinner will be before 7:30 every night and will be tiny
Even though I love warm lunches, salads will make their way in to be part of my day
Out with the soft drinks, those bubbles shall not dance on my tongue no longer
Be gone with buy fast food or being around it!
Back the fuck off with the theory, ‘oh I just did a mass workout so ill have some chocolate pie’ back the fuck off your nasty bitch!
And also. No more of the bored eating! Get yourself a glass of water and get the eff outside!
Seeing progress is what I want and I will do this. Today is starting a clean slate, it’s almost April and I will make this happen.
My new goal of 62kg… ill make that my bitch!