Today I have had a massive realisation about how much I have been slacking… it shows in my weight.. it has bombed from when I started 62.5kg down to 61.5 back to 62… This is no good. Very disappointed in myself. I started my 12 weeks with such motivation and spirit, I think it’s time that I rallied and found what I need, a big serve of motivation! This afternoon I’m heading out to buy a set of digital scales to replace my 1800th century old school ones and going to buy a measuring tape, because I think some of the cause might be that I am losing fat and gaining muscle and muscle is denser than fat but still I think that a measuring tape is in need!!
I’m going to spend a good portion of my day doing some research and reading up on weight loss and clean eating and will report back to this bangin’ blog on what I find out, but I’m also going to be planning out the next 6 weeks. Day by day what I’m going to be doing and the goals and challenges im going to set myself!.
Half way there an no sign of improvement… how shit… I know that people say it takes 4 weeks to see a change but I see nooooothing just a blob of white girl in the mirror with her chubby face looking at me.
My motivation is to do this for me to be a healthy person and be an example for my friends and family but also to be fit and healthy and look amazing in a little black dress for my boyfriend’s 21st birthday party where all his friends and family will be. Would be nice to rub some success in a certain bitches face! Not that I’m that kind of person but having that confidence to be proud of what I have achieved would be amazing! And a little bit of suck it bitch wold also feel good. Hahaha
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